Mental health awareness: My happy ending

I suffered from paranoid schizophrenia, but I recovered and I now wish to help other people to improve their mental well-being and promote mental health awareness.
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Back in 2010 was a stressful time for me, I had just qualified as a computer technician and started working, but due to the combination of anti-depressants and anabolic steroids, I developed schizophrenia, and I had paranoid beliefs that I would be tortured and murdered.

I developed thoughts that the government was controlling my brain, and that I was on the path of fame or infamy. Quite ironically, my deeds of helping individuals with mental health issues have been featured in several newspapers, but I doubt it is the work of the Illuminati, which I believed previously.

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When I think about things rationally, there is no scientific evidence that the government or the Illuminati are controlling people and I believe the conspiracies usually stem from delusional beliefs, often induced by substance misuse or biological susceptibility to mental health conditions.

Alex CrawshawAlex Crawshaw
Alex Crawshaw

I'm very fortunate to have recovered, I believe the misconception that paranoid schizophrenia are psychopathic serial killers is untrue, often people hear horror stories, but I was only a risk to myself and never a risk to other people. I struggled to function for many years, I have been in rehabilitation for nearly 6 years. I'm about to leave the unit soon and go back to the community.

I have recently commenced an online PhD in health coaching with an American University and I hope to help people with their mental and physical well-being by prescribing regular strength training, encouraging group-based exercise, and helping individuals develop rationality through rational emotive behavioural coaching, which also involves not taking life too seriously and developing self-acceptance by not caring about social comparison, and what other people think.

My future aim is to create mental health football groups and when I have finished my studies, to settle down and have children.